Why cant I fit into any of my clothes!!!!!

Okay so its official...I am having a little trouble fitting into my clothes, and it is driving me crazy! And actually its not even that they dont fit (at least I am telling myself that), but that I dont look the way I want to look in them. or like I used to look in them anyways. And I know I sound a little whiny, but seriously, everything I put on, I just look a little overweight. I dont even look pregnant. More so like I have a beer belly. Which is not attractive at all. And all I want to do is freaking just be able to grab anything out of my closet like I was before, not spend very much time getting ready, and be done with it. But no, it is completley the oposite!!! I am trying on like 19 shirts every time I have to get ready, and then I just end up wearing a little jacket over whatever I pick out, cause it looks better that way! haha. Uhm hello I thought I was going to just stay the same size and just get a belly! Well at least that is what I want.........

SO not only has this been going on for about the last two weeks, but its official-I had my first meltdown trying to get ready on Saturday night to go out with Seth. I started getting dresed and everything AGAIN just looked like I had this belly sticking out and it wasnt even cute at all. So after like an hour and a half of digging through clothes I finally found a random shirt and some gouchos to wear. And then I ended up putting a little sweater over it anyways! It is very frustrating. Now all this said, I am still waiting out the joys of this pregnancy. Haha when when when are they giong to happen?

On a good note-I have not been sick for about a week now. Yay for me! But if I could just fit into my clothes and not look like I have been binge drinking I would be a lot happier. I am just in a yucky in between stage and it is not fun at all.

Okay there I am done with my whining. :) And I will be working out today at lunch.
Peas-Mindy